My nani passed away last Saturday. She’s my maternal grandmother. It is extremely difficult to write this post but she was a wonderful lady to talk about.
She’s one of the most strongest persons I’ve ever seen.Throughout my childhood nani was a constant source of inspiration and strength. She never believed in giving up. Never.
Stories she used to tell me, her little lessons on morals and ideologies…..she was so wonderful……I’m always going to be grateful for the time spent with her. I love her so much!! I miss her a lot. I really love her. Love her a lot.
She was our little darling. If reincarnation is true, I hope she’s born again and gets everything she ever wanted. I can imagine her as a little kid, roaming around in a floral frock. She’s free now. I’m sure she’s very happy too and is always with us.
Nani was brought up like a princess. I had heard tales from nani how her mother would beautifully play piano and aisraz, she could also read and write, which a lot of women from that era couldn’t. She specially liked reading Sanskrit literature and Shakespeare. Nani’s father was an excellent horse rider and very skilled in shooting. He too was very passionate about literature.
So nani too gave a lot of importance to education. Her name is still engraved in her college in the list of Golden Students. She had majored in History……nani is the reason I love history so much.
She also loved music with all her heart. Since childhood she was trained in classical music and drawing.
Nani was extremely skilled in both.
I still remember speeding afternoons learning and enjoying all such creative things from her.
When every door closes, one door always opens. No matter how dire the condition was, nani was always very positive and optimistic. I really learnt and believed that from her.
Finally nani and nana are together. Nana, my grandpa, had passed away 16 years ago. He used to love nani a lot. Their wedding anniversary was on July. Both of them also passed away in July. Its a comfort to know that both of them had passed away very peacefully amidst family.
She’s always with us. Our precious little sweetheart!! Our sweet darling. We all love her with our everything.
She spent the last four and half years of her life with us as she was sick and bed ridden. All these years nani was sick, her son didn’t bother to visit. Never took any responsibility. So many times nani was hospitalized, he never visited. Nani called him, wrote to him so many times…..just wanted to see him once…..he never came.
My mom had brought him up not as a brother but as a son. She also called him so many times but nothing happened.
Anyways………………….
Nani’s spirit is a very powerful and pure one. We can feel both my grandparents watching over us.
The time she got sick…..her only contact with the outside world was my Facebook. I would take the laptop to her and show her my friends, the selfies and everything that’s happening in my life. At sometime I was in initial days of college, new friends everyday. A lot of activity on Facebook. She would look at all their pictures……and then my friends would come over sometimes, she could even recognize them from their pictures. She really loved them.
During her last rites performed my mom at home, I had called some of my friends over. I really think nani is happy seeing every one.
She also asked me if I was seeing anyone. Why am I not seeing anyone. I should start seeing someone. I used to laugh. But I really thought she’ll get to see whom I get married to. She went away too early. But I’m sure she’s always with us.
She really wanted to see her son’s daughter. But he never let nani meet with his daughter. Not even once. On receiving the news of nani passing away, he brought his daughter to her dead body to pay the last respect. What is he made of??
Nani passed away very peacefully in her sleep. She loved mom more than anything. I can’t even describe how much she loved her.
My dad did for her what a lot of sons would never do for their own mothers. Dad loved and respected her with outmost honesty. Nani too trusted him more than anything. She would always look at him with so much love and belief.
My dadi (paternal grandmother) and all the paternal uncles along with their wives and kids had visited. They were a huge support. They made all of us feel so much better. It was one of the most honest reunions we’ve had in a while. They were extremely nice and supportive.
We’ve been a business family for generations. Probably for hundreds of years. So dadi was very happy to hear I’ve started my own business. I’ve also been helping with our existing business. My other cousins don’t seem to be that much interested in looking after business…….so dadi probably has a lot of expectations from me I think.
Nani too was very happy to know I’ve started my own business. Its something that runs in family…… the older relatives always get very happy when they hear about this……maybe they feel proud of the family legacy.
My nanai was mentally very strong. And my dadi is physically very strong. Touchwood. My dadi had a heart bypass surgery when she was 70+. And she has been stronger ever since. She loves going on trips with her gang oldie goldies. She has gone on another trip yesterday…and everyone in the family is worried…..I pray she returns back safely.
The house feels very empty without nani. A part of the ground floor had been converted into an unit like ICU and now that place smells of sandalwood, incandescent sticks and flowers. Its very painful. We really loved her a lot.
But she’s in a better place now. I think she herself decided to go. She’s free now. And much happier. Besides she’s always with us.
Last few months of her life nani couldn’t talk much. But she had an unique connection with mom. Mom could always understand what nani needs or is trying to say…..it was truly an amazing way of communication.
Even when nani could talk and joke with us, she used to guide mom regarding everything. Its a different kind of feeling
to have an elder above you who can guide you through their experience and intuition.
I never thought that one day I’ll make a blog post like this. Feels so unreal……can’t believe I’m actually writing this.
A soul never dies. Death is only a way of shedding off the body like clothes. After that its a wait till it can be reborn again into a new body.
This is a very strong concept in Hinduism and Buddhism. Nani used to believe in this strongly.
If this is true, I hope she’ll come back to us someday along with nana.
Bye bye
Mithai
So sorry for your loss
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Thank you for your support!
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I’m sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of love and hugs. xx Your Nani will always be with you.
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Thank you so much for your support! Means a lot. We too feel nani is always with us, protecting us 🙂
I’m sorry for the late reply, it has been going very hectic. Hope everything is fine with you.
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I am very sorry for your loss, your Nani sounded like a remarkable woman.
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Nani indeed was an incredible lady, she’s always with us looking after us.
Thank you for your support!
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I am thinking about you.
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Thank you, lots of love.
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Its a bliss to live with grandparents
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I’m sorry for your loss. I don’t know your beliefs about the afterlife, but I believe that she is near and that you will experience a joyful reunion someday.
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We too feel the same. Nani is always with us, looking after us. Thank you so much for your support. Means a lot.
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someone close to me died too recently, RIP to your Nani.
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I am very sorry for your loss. Rest in peace to whomever you’ve lost and may his or her memories give you strength.
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thank you, i wish the same for you 🙂
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Thank you, take care 🙂
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STY 🙂
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Well, hopefully there is a better replacement for your loss, Mithai !
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I hope so too 🙂
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Have faith 😉
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Yes trying to do that.
Thank you so much for your support, means a lot to me 🙂
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sorry for the loss ..
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Thank you!
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So sorry for your loss dear. Nice tribute.
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Thank you 🙂
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My condolences.
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Thank you!
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Bonjour
je passe comme promis sur ton joli blog
Je te dépose un rayon de lumière
tendresse et bonheur
Ton blog j’aime le feuilleté lire tes écris , tes poèmes tes montages ou autres toujours un énorme plaisir de découvrir tes nouveautés
Passe une très belle journée que ce soit en famille enfants ou entre amis
Bisous amitié
Bernard
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Merci beaucoup pour vos visites et des mots aimables. Espérons que tout va bien avec vous 🙂
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♥♥♥
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❤ ❤
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My deepest condolences. Very sorry for your loss. Lovely tribute to your grandma. Blessings!
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Thank you for your support!! Means a lot 🙂 Hope everything’s going well with you. Take care.
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I lost my maternal grandmom 10 years ago, but it seems she is still there by my side 😦 Time doesn’t heal all wounds. May her soul rest in peace.
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My prayers for your grandma. I’m sure she’s still with you, watching over all of you and showering her love and blessings 🙂
We also think that my grandma is in a better place and still by our side, protecting us 🙂
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Indeed…. 🙂
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In all the things you tell ud about her i feel love and respect to this fantastic lady.Wish you all the best and hope you can give your lost a place
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Thank you for your kind words. I think nani is always with us, happier and protecting us 🙂
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Lovely tribute to your grandmother.
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Thank you!
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My condolences
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Thank you!
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So sorry to hear of the death of your grandmother.
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We hope she’s in a better place now! Thank you for visiting!
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You’re welcome, Mithai.
There’s not a day goes by that I don’t think of my dad who died 6 years ago.
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I ‘m so sorry to hear this Christopher. I pray for the peace of his soul. He’s always with you and looking after you….and I’m sure my grandma too is with us.
Take care, love and hugs my friend!
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Thank you very much, Mithai.
Today October 27th would have been his birthday.
Hugs and love to you, my friend.
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My grandmother also had her birthday on 4th October…..
Prayers for your father in heaven.
Love and hugs to you too my friend ☺
Have a good weekend ☺
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And prayers for your grandmother in heaven.
You have a wonderful weekend as well, my friend. 🙂
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Thank you so much!! Take care! 🙂
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There is never a loss for ever 😉
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Thank you. Hope all is well with you!
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You have brought her to life again in your loving post.
And thank you for reading all my posts. I have a poem about my grandfather on my site -Building the Queen Mary. You might identify with the sentiments….
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Thank you so much for your kind words! I tried to give her the respectful and loving tribute she deserves for her tenacity and love.
I loved your blog, all your posts are so unique and interesting ☺
Please give me the date you posted the blog about your dear grandfather, I’ll visit it again☺
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14th Feb, 2016… Hope you enjoy it.
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Thank you , I’m giving it a read!!☺
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Mein Herzlichen bei Beileid es ist immer wieder eine neu Seite zu öffnen um wir weiter leben können Oma
bleibt in Herzen und das ist für immer und das gut so.. alles gute .
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Thank you so much for your kind words! True appreciate the support!
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I thanks to them for their message she arrived. and I’m a very optimistic person, and I believe that Allah has sense from everything he has built and we had to in the would like to thank in good or bad pages that live.
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Yes very true! I absolutely agree with you ☺ very much appreciate your optimism ☺
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be good thanks, every time, I wish you nice week end as up soon.
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Wishing you a wonderful week too!!😊😃
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I hope so…
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👍😃👍😃
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This is a beautiful post Mithai. Thank you for sharing and may your Nani rest in peace. On a slightly less beautiful note 🙂 I just wanted to thank you for the follow, if I haven’t already done so and I look forward to reading more of your lovely posts.
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Thank you so much for visiting Marie!! I loved talking to you and very glad to see you here.
Nani is in a better place now, and always with us.
Have a great day, don’t forget to observe the Super Moon today!☺
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It’s been such a pleasure visiting Mithai. I should’ve come before – sorry! Nani has been such a wonderful influence on your life, the essence of her will always be your guiding light.
Oh Mithai I did not get to observe the Super Moon yesterday, but there was a very beautiful one the night before and because I missed out, I’ll use that one as MY super moon. Lots of love xXx
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Yes nani was a huge inspiration and power to all of us, still is. ☺
I liked the moon even more the next day after Super moon!!☺
Lots of love and best wishes to you and your mom 😘😘
XOXO
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It is so lovely to have the love and support of family Mithai, it gives you the strength to negotiate all that life throws at you. I am glad that you can remember that of your dear nani.
The moon is so special, I love looking at it whether it is super or ordinary. :)))
Lots of love xXx
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Negotiating with every obstacle, very true! You need such good people beside you to keep the hope alive and the heart warm and powerful ☺ Otherwise its very difficult to find inspiration to keep on fighting ☺
I love your words and comments, you seem to be an extremely warm and kind person ☺
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Thank you so much for your lovely comment about my words. I try to as kind as possible and I hope it will be returned to me, which I have found on WordPress talking to such wonderful people like yourself. Love to you.xXx 🙂
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Thank you!!❤❤
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🙂 xXx
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Sorry to hear about your loss. Nani was clearly an angel and an inspiration to you. Always treasure those memories. I lost my granduncle some months ago, he was a stalwart of my family, so I can understand your grief. xx
Vijay
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Thank you Vijay for your support. Nani is always with us, guiding and protecting us☺
I’m very sorry to hear about your granduncle, may his soul rest in peace.
Best wishes to you and your family!
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My deepest condolences but at the same time, I am happy you have someone like her. Not many of us had the opportunity like that. Cheers 🙂
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Thank you for your support!☺ Inspiration comes in different forms, I’m sure someone, or something put you on your way of life☺
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Yah that’s true 🙂
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I am a bit late on offering my condolences. I am sure even after these months have passed she is still in your heart and memories, and you will always carry them with you.
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She’s still everywhere around us, looking after us and loving us☺
Thank you for your support!☺
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I know that must be a comfort to you and inspiring as well. I feel the same way about mine.
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Dear Mithai,
Although you miss your Nani a lot, you have helped share her wisdom with the world by writing your story. And in doing so, you have also shown the readers that your Nani was very successful in teaching you her morals and values that continue to live on in you.
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Thanks a lot Kevin, I try to keep her memories alive and show the world how wonderful and strong she was, we are proud of her☺
Hope your holidays are going great!☺
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Sending her peace. rip. 🙂 I have a wonderful nani too, who I am extremely close with. She is not keeping so well. I understand how difficult it must have been.
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Thank you for your support. I pray that your grandmother keeps better!! Sending your grandmother and you lots of hugs and best wishes.
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Thank you again , you’re wonderful
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Sorry for your loss.
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Thank you
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